| CIAO BITCHESSS |
[Jun. 27th, 2006|07:12 pm] |
i leave for rome tomorrow, and nothing has been packed yet.
besides the extra pounds i have accumulated around my waist since i came home, that is.
maybe i can become a luchador
hug hug, kiss kiss, big hug, big kiss, little hug, little kiss, big hug, little kiss, little hug, big kiss big kiss,
me. |
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| organic chemistry |
[May. 16th, 2006|12:03 am] |
today, during the final exam, the lecture TA stumbled in halfway through the test and pulled out a giant handle of tequila, and slammed a shot glass down next to the designated area for completed tests.
i would've taken a celebratory shot, but my performance didn't merit a celebration.
i hate how college makes me feel so inferior. and stupid. |
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| neuro lab |
[Apr. 18th, 2006|05:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  orgo will end me. | ] |
i just surgically gave a rat parkinson's disease.
and it was kind of awesome.
ps: his name was Casper, and he was fat. |
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| second semester |
[Mar. 10th, 2006|01:51 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | people talking | ] |
you know, i had forgotten how complicated and weird boys were.
the past month was like a big reminder that boys and all things related exist.
man. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|09:22 pm] |
i'm about to go do something that i kindasortareally don't want to do, but for a decent reason, a good reason i guess, i'm going to do it.
but it's not because i'm a martyr or anything, it's because deep down inside, i'm pretty sure there's a part of me that wants to do it. but at the same time, the only reason i probably really dont want to do it is because i dont want my ego bruised.
i am such a sad pathetic person. |
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| random random thoughts. back to amherst tomorrow |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|09:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blaah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | crysta discovered itunes.the house hasnt been the same since | ] |
it's my last night at home. it's been a fun break...going on a giant road trip with my family to florida, spending new year's eve on a train, etcetc.
i always forget how much i love my family until i have to leave them again. i hate leaving this little comfortable niche to go out and prepare for the future. sometimes when i'm home, i get to forget that there are such things such as classes and organic chemistry and internships and GPAs. instead i get to go on family vacations, and stay up late watching bad movies with my mom, or play with my dog (who has just learned to fetch), or go to the zoo with friends, or spend crazy nights with my friends.
sometimes i'm pretty sure that i'm just a stupid, unambitious and pretentious asshole who wants to just skate through life. it would be nice to get all the perks, and do none of the work, yes?
on a completely different note, i have reached some milestones in terms of sexual harrassment this break. i was actually called "shorty" for the first time. that, and some random asian boy hit on me. i never get yellow love.
happy new year, children. hope this year's better than the last |
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| Jorge/Georgie the computer |
[Dec. 3rd, 2005|04:06 pm] |
my computer is dead.
hopefully he will be saved by sunday.
this has been a hell week. orgo was so bad, and so was this week.but i don't think i'll talk about it anymore.
thanksgiving wonderful last week though. and i'm finally 19. thank you to everybody that wished me happy birthday. it was a mellow birthday, but i realized all my birthdays will be like that until after college because it always falls when nobody is around at home or at school.
oh, i'm so resentful sounding.
my roomates and i saw walk the line last night, and we kind of want to be reese witherspoon. ashley is now out of her insane rent kick, and has embarked upon a country/johnny cash one. i'm not sure that i can welcome this change.
baaaaaaah.
we're watching love actually, and i just saw the scene where colin firth proposes in portuguese. i kinda want love.
but yaaaay christmas!
my brain is so frie.d |
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| soo tired....but not so much anymore |
[Nov. 17th, 2005|09:24 am] |
it's my second all-nighter in 3 days. my 4th real one ever. all of them have taken place within the past fucking month or so sophomore year of pre-medical life at amherst college.
i think i'm gonna be a psych major. GPAGPAGPA! hah, that's like hicks' SATSATSAT!
but i think i actually enjoy this. i just wish i actually enjoyed learning.
fucking work. monday, i had visual anthro paper due, last night was a bio exam, in about 30 min is the social psych paper, and friday, i have a bio lab report due.
someday i'll look back on this and be like, 'quit yer bitchin, internships suck more'.
but right now, i'm running on less than 15 hours of sleep within the past 72+ hours.
ooh i'm such a fucker.
my muscles hurt at odd places. maybe i should sleep.
like the tips or points of my deltoids. or just specific sharp points all over. it's like minimigraines for the body.
fuck.
need conclusion.tylenol? |
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| lab sciences = death. |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|10:40 pm] |
ok, so this week is a little bit ridiculous.
i really should be studying for my 3902938 things, but at the same time, i don't even have the desire to try.
i think i'm starting to understand why everybody says that sophomore year is a hard. well, at least pre-med people say that. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 5th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | and now, on to my massive paper. | ] |
i feel violated.
fucking sciences.
i'm really not meant to be pre-med, i think. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 1st, 2005|08:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i'm exhausted dammit. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | listening to the minor 7th in "somewhere" | ] |
things i did today:
went to an arts & crafts fair in town common and wasted money on pretty things
cleaned the `,1,2,3,4,[esc], and [F1]-[F4] keys on my computer. as in, they're no longer crunchy! go me.
cleaned a carpet (sort of)
cleaned out the songs on my ipod
cleaned my clothes... ie: laundry
"cleaned" is a funny word. just look at it... really.
things i was supposed to do today:
study for my massive bio exam
finally put together my massive paper for social psych.
man, i suck. although apparently i'm in major nesting mode. i blame it on the fact that organic chemistry destroyed me, kinda. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 20th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
so audrey and i just collectively stole about half of the entire tray of butterscotch blondies from the dining hall.
yea, we're kinda awesome. |
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| target |
[Sep. 8th, 2005|03:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  fucking scared about this year | ] |
| [ | music |
| | billy joel | ] |
did i ever share precisely how much i love target? i love it so much, that if it was possible, i would attempt to make babies with it. but alas, it's not physically possible. anyways, i love it even more now because i just stuck my cheap 11 dollar target watch in the wash by mistake, and apparently it's still WORKING!!! there's a little bit of condensation in the inside of it, now, but i dont mind. since it still works.
classes started on tuesday, and i've been shopping classes for the first time. and i think i'm actually gonna drop my music 31 class for something completely liberal artsy like visual anthropology. other than that, i'm going to literally die this year because of my double labs with organic chemistry and biology. i'm so scared of organic. it was enough of a struggle just to barely pass intro chem, i dont know how i'm gonna do this. each time i think about it too much, i end up freaking out, so i think i'll stop. i had a major revelation last night. i realized that there are people out there in college that literally take whatever classes they want. they dont have to take "necessary" courses such as orgo and bio so that they can get to graduate school. they just take classes that they genuinely enjoy, and somehow work a major out of it. i'm so envious of that. this whole medical future had better be exactly what i wanted.
oh, and i think i'm gonna be a psychology major now. which is different from originally being neuroscience. a little part of me feels like it's a bit of a copout, but i figure i'm going to be doing that stuff in medical school anyway, and i'm paying a shitload of money to get through college here, i might as well major in something that i completely enjoy. and possibly pass.
apparently my dad was trying to be cute and take a paw print of my dog to send in me in a letter last night. unfortunately, he was so enthralled by the dog's paw that he forgot about the paychecks he was going to send me that he set down right next to the dog. so, Alfie literally ended up eating all of my money from this summer. if it wasn't my money, i think i would have been much more amused. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|02:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
awww...they like me!
they really like me!!!!
i heart outreach.
and somehow, i'm more inspired to actually do service this year than i ever was before. lets hope i just follow through... |
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| i don't wanna go to schooollllll |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|11:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | crickets outside | ] |
i cannot believe that i'm leaving for school again tomorrow. i had lunch with suzanne yesterday, and just talking about the future made me want to hyperventilate and hide under the covers forever.
the future that i have always planned and discussed is coming way too soon, and i don't think i like it.
i'm gonna miss home so much. for some reason, the upcoming year of double labs and workworkwork doesn't seem too appealing. |
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| chinese people, a rant |
[Aug. 16th, 2005|11:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | beethoven | ] |
chinese people really suck. the only reason we still have to deal with being a silent minority in this country is because we make ourselves inferior to white people. uggh
( my minirant )
anyways, so my mouth is pretty much healed from having my wisdom teeth taken out. my smile is still crooked on one side when i smile because of some minor swelling, and i think my stiches have fallen out... but it's nice to eat crunchy and chewy foods again. the oral surgeon ended up taking out only one of the original teeth, and another one from the same side. which somewhat upset me when i came to, i don't know why. apparently they all have to come out in the end anyway.
so i was on vicodin again for awhile and i think i've built up a resistance to it because of all the vicodin i took for my elbow. but now i have this massive surplus of vicodin just sitting in my room, and i don't know what to do with it.
i can't believe school is starting again so soon. after this year, i'll be halfway through ith college. i feel so damn old.
but first i have to work on that damn workshop for orientation. you suck anthong. a lot of ding dong. |
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| charleston |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|10:58 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | crampy | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | beautiful- avion | ] |
so i spent the last weekend in charleston, south carolina with my entire family. as i passed each stop on my overly long amtrak train ride down to the dirty south, i must say, that it kinda looked like i always imagined it. it's very cute and quaint and historic, everybody is obsessed with 'gone with the wind'...and all of the train stops looked abandoned, and had dusty creaky signs that flapped in the hot breeze. all in all, the hotel as beautiful, the food was all yummy seafood, and we were the only minorities in the area that weren't black. in fact, i scared an old lady away from an uppity store in my hotel by being asian. it was quite a feat.
tonight will be my last night with wisdom teeth in my bottom jaw. the sad thing is, one is only partially exposed, and the other is waay in my gums, but since my jaw is teenytiny, they need to go in and take them out, because theyve been growing into the molars instead of out. so tomorrow, i get to have oral surgeons take sharp scary instruments and dig my teeth directly out of my gums. so now i'll get to put my leftover vicodin from my elbow surgery to use!
too bad it makes nauseous. |
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| OMG BACKSTREET BOYS F;LADKSJR;LKWOEIFJA;DLSKFJA;! |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | giddy! for no apparent reason! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | backstreet boys. yes. i'm serious. | ] |
yes, that's right bitches. i went to a backstreet boys concert last night. and it was ( marvelous )
then, we stayed overnight in a hotel in the city, and i got to schlep my sister around on the subway systems to her various music lessons today. and then we took my dog to the vet where the nurse-type dude looked like an bluesy artsy hippie. who i thought was much better compared to the punky rawky woman who had paw prints tattooed all up her neck and ankles.
tomorrow, i have to get up at 4am so i can get on an amtrak train to charleston, south carolina. anybody wanna dogsit? please?
oh, and i've recently fallen madly in love with zach braff because i started watching season 1 of scrubs on dvd. he makes my heart go pitter patter.
i'm off to the dirrty soouutthhhhh |
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| harry potter 6 |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|02:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
i got up at 8 am to go to work today, and as my mother yelled at me to get out of the door, she suddenly turned around and told me to stay home so i could clean the house for her friends that were visiting from Hong Kong next weekend. This, coming from the woman that has always forbidden that i stay home from school/work.
so i finished the last few chapters of the harry potter today.
oh j.k. rowling, you are such a skank whore for making me cry.
and now to get rid of my sniffles. |
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| Alfie! |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|10:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  werkin' | ] |
| [ | music |
| | beeeeeps | ] |
it seems like i only get to update when i'm at work nowadays. anyways, i hope y'all had a lovely weekend! allyson and i went to nikhil's new house for his birthday on the 2nd WITHOUT SHIKHA because she is still in india. we would just like her to come home now because though we miss her quite a bit, we just really want her to come home so we can see "mr. and mrs. smith" together as we had promised. =)
i spent independence day at this kids house where his family had a really good view of the macy's fireworks. but up until then, we just sat around and ate a lot of food. and watched lord of the rings. my mother spent the entire weekend partying with her buddies, and now she has lost her voice. hehe.
anyways, getting to the real point of the entry. i have a new puppy! after years and years of begging my mother, we finally have a dog in the family. and he craps and pees all over the place, but we're working on the whole bladder control thing. his name is Alfie and he is the <( love of my life. )
the end. |
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